Saturday, June 25, 2005

waaaaaaaaaaa.....

here i am again... ala na akong magawa sa buhay ko.... haaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy.... ano ba? ano ba? ala tlaga....huhuhuhu... naiiyak na ako.... 19 years na ako d2 sa mundo ala pa rin!!!! hmmmp... na frufrustrate na ako.... gusto kong sumigaw...gusto kong manipa...manuntok!!!!arg...pro ewan...awwwwwwwwwww... this sucks... haaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy..... nagiging profesional bum na ako!!!!!

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Dont come close f l8r ull jst pass by;
don't touch me f l8r ull jst let me cry
dont luv me f l8r ull jst leave me and
won't stay...

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

R-Point

waaa....nakakatakot!!!! waaa... panoorin nyo 'to! ASTIG! galing ng script! galing ng story! magaling din ang cinematography! pati na ang screenplay!!!! talo ang THE RING d2! galing tlaga!!!

thankx!

loneliness sorrounded me
and sadness filled the air;
hollowness in my heart
alone,
no one to care
then...
in the midst of darkness
a vision i did see,
with arms open wide
reaching out towards me.
i could feel the warmth;
a comfort so sincere.
i could feel the love
from someone very near.
should i hold back
cowering with fright or
should i proceed
heading towards the light?
the choice was quiet simple
since i opened my eyes.
then i knew it was you
who heard my heart's cry.
you came when i needed
a comforting friend
you were there all along
from beginning to end.
i wish there was more
i could say or do
to let you know i appreciate you.
thank you
for always being right by my side

Monday, February 21, 2005

ting...ting...ting...

gpabuhat mi ug poem or prose samtang naminaw mi ug music na modern pero contemporary!!! btaw hasol kaayo... so mao ni ang akong nahimo nga poem sa Atlantic na song(instrumental ni cya!)....duha unta ni pero nakalimot ko sa usa.....


Waiting
ting...ting...ting
the bell wails...
i wait more each day.
ting...ting...ting
the bell wails...
i know it will come.
ting...ting...ting
the bell wails...
i have seen it before.
ting...ting...ting
the bell wails...
will it come?

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Changes

Changes
(Music by Arnold, Roberts & Harrell)

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything,
But I don't know where I amI wish that I could move but I'm exhausted
And nobody understands (how I feel)

I'm tryin' hard to breathe now,
But there's no air in my lungs.
There's no one here to talk to
And the pain inside is making me numb.

I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes.
God, I feel so frustrated lately.
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes

Feelin' weak and weary
Walkin' through this world alone
Everything they say every word of it
Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed)
I've got something to say
But now I've got nowhere to turnIt feels like
I've been buriedUnderneath all the weight of the world.

I try to hold this under control,
They can't help me, cause no one knows.
Now I'm goin through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes

I'm blind and shakin', bound and breakin'
I hope I'll make it, through all these changes.
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God I feel so frustrated, lately
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it.
But I'm going through changes, changes.
God I feel so frustrated, lately.
And I get suffocated, I hate this.
But I'm going through changes, changes.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

litong-lito na ako!!!!!

Alin nga ba ang mas malalim? love o inlove? marami sa atin ang naco2nfuse tungkol dito.Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngaun? Mahal mo ba siya pero prang may isang tao na parang mahalaga din sayo. o may mahal ka nakala mo eh mahal mo nga siya pero meron ka parin isang tao na minamahal ng totoo. Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka... Feeling mo ok na ang lahat... pero kung inlove ka, masakit yun! Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga taong ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya. Teka bakitkangaba ngpaparaya? kc di ka niya mahal o dhil hindi ka siguradong ok lng sa knya? Kung yan ang dahiln mo, inlove ka nga sa knya. Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngaun at kontento kana. Pero isipin mo pano kung mawala ang tao un at talgang hindi na kau mg-usap at magkita, kaya mo ba? pano kung maguluhan siya sayo at maisipang layuan ka? pano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka nya kausapin at talikuran nakung ano na ang meron kau? kya mo ba? kung hindi ang sagot mo inlove ka nga.. Pano naman pag mahal mo lang, pag mahal mo lang, alam mo na parati kang may choice, ayaw mo siyang mawala dhil alam mong wala kang ipapalit.Ung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi naman siya ang iniisip mo. Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na balang araw hindi siya ang pakakasalan mo. Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lng pra sa kanya.. Mahal mo at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alam mo nakaya mo un. Ngaun Love lng ba o Inlove ka na?Isang araw magigising ka n lang na inlove ka nanga pero huli na........
Tandaan: Masyadong mapaglaro angpusowagtayo magpaloko!!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

coldmouth

i got a coldmouth....
nothing good seems to come out!
i am cold....
i am cold.... i cannot appreciate
.... i am cold....
i am cold.... i cannot live
i am shivering....
i am shivering.... i need your warmth
i am wilting....
i am wilting.... i need your love
i am dying ....
i am dying.... i need your life
love me....for i am cold

stigmatized-the calling

If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as i am
And live our lives, stigmatized
I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When i hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that i sit and pray
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and i don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides
We gotta live our lives
Gotta live our lives
Were gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives,
Gonna live our lives,
Stigmatized